We all belong here and never doubt that you are not a peer as many of us are here do to situations we got into or poor choices or life events that we had no control over.
You posted, "I haven't had a drop in 2 weeks and don't want nor feel I need one".
What a powerful statement that is and congratulations for knowing what part of your problem is.
Remember in moving forward we often end up taken a few steps back but do not let that derail you.................
I am here for you. Please stay with us and use us to hold you up during this tough time.