I am sorry that this happened BlueJay!
I can't say from experience, but I have read and heard a lot of accounts...and from what I understand, what you experienced was a strong reaction!
I would say that it would not be unreasonable to let your doctor know that this is more than you can tolerate.
Yes, medications do have initial side effects that you sometimes have to tough out, but this sounds extremem enough that you might want to try another Rx and see how you do.
I wish you the best in finding what works for you...keep us posted and let us know how you decide, okay?
"Courage is not the abscence of fear, it is feeling afraid and doing it anyway!"
"Worrying does not empty tomorrow of its troubles...it empties today of its strength."
Corrie Ten Boom
Panic Syndrome recovery due to CBT