My whole family came for the holidays. The last of them flew out on Saturday, and I think I had a break down after having to be in complete control for 3 weeks. I spent most of the day yesterday on the couch because every time I moved my head it hurt so bad I threw up. I had to call-in sick this morning because I didn't trust myself to drive after being up all night being mad at myself for not being stronger, and my head is still spinning a little. I sent an email to my intern of things he could do, but it was only his 2nd day and I feel like I just threw him to the sharks, and my Monday kids hadn't even met him yet so I feel bad about
throwing them off as well! I know everything is fine and life goes on for everyone even when I'm not doing my part, but I still feel like I failed. I will definitely be at work tomorrow.
Thanks for allowing me to vent. In the real world, I act a lot stronger and more stable than I really am.