Posted 1/5/2014 10:52 AM (GMT -6)
Hi Everyone , Happy New Year , I have been staying off the forum for a bit , trying to stay focus and get better , hope all is well with everyone ,
Well I never started the Zoloft , what's weird is I feel 50% better then what I was I'm not 100% but I feel like my anxiety is fading a bit , I still get sx but not as strong as they was , actually , I been ok , able to go out and do things , after that Xanax gave me a strange reaction , I never took it again , which that made have a crazy panic attack , ...
I still get twitching like my nerves are jumping and I still have the weird chest pains and chest stuff , but it's not as bad as it was , it still bothers me but I'm really hoping I can push this sell away , so I can regain my life back , I guess less sx are great , less anxious is a great thing , how do you know that it's going away , it has been a year and a half , so maybe , it's just going to finally leave , .... I also start CBT tomorrow and starting yoga , I finally have the strength , and I ordered Lucinda Bassett program , has not arrived yet but I'm hoping it will be here soon , as after this last year and a half I know what and why all thus started , my ex , my son father , after 15 yrs we went through a bad break up and that's when it all started , then shortly after my son was dx with leukemia which made it worst , but God is good and my son is doing well , with my ex I realized that I had to let it all go so I can move on , it came to me just like that , all the hurt , all the pain .... As I stated it's not as bad , but it is still here and seems to be fading , although I still have my dx .... Should I still try the Zoloft or should I just ride it out ..
So they say I have a severe anxiety disorder , I'm not claiming nothing , God is a healer ...
Faith , relax , mediation , lots of prayer
No meds ... Haven't found one that's comfortable