Hi WD and welcome.
I am sorry to hear of your fears and worries in regards to your health. Please know that you are not alone, and that many of us here share or have had the same concerns and anxiety.
It is time to get help when these issues cause a disruption of your everyday life. It is especially upsetting when anxiety robs us of the things we usually enjoy.:(
Here are some links that I think you will find helpful. They are all self help material for health anxiety. Take a look, go through them and do the recommended exercises and see how you feel.
Health Anxiety - A Self Help Guide:
Helping health Anxiety
Health Anxiety- The Super Scanner
I would also recommend looking into therapy if that is a possibility for you. Many of us here have benefitted greatly from it.
Keep posting here with us as well. We understand, and are here to listen and understand anytime!
"Courage is not the abscence of fear, it is feeling afraid and doing it anyway!"
"Worrying does not empty tomorrow of its troubles...it empties today of its strength."
Corrie Ten Boom
Panic Syndrome recovery due to CBT