It just doesn't quit and I am so afraid I may not make it through this procedure.
I am having a Thrombecty on Thursday to go in and remove the clot from my right atrium and SVC. My heart MRI pretty much verified what the Dr. discovered during my angio last week. My heart looks good structurally but then there is this blood clot sitting right in the middle of my right atrium.
I am about as anxious as I have ever been so I will be MIA much of the time as my hands are shaking so bad.
There will always be mental planning and pondering,
but I’m trying not to let it divert me from the here and now. I’m
allowing myself to savor the moments and just be enthusiastic about them
without the anxiety that often surrounds the unknown. Focusing on the now
is where it’s at.
After all, tomorrow is not a guarantee.
and Heart/Cardiovascular Disease. "She Stood in the Storm & When the Wind Did Not Blow Her Away, She Adjusted Her Sails."