Can I ever get out of this crapty feeling? Feel so powerless over it, anxiety sucks. Thou I managed to control it, it is still lurking inside me. I guess it started from a stressful event 6 months ago, where I nearly get sued by my company. I have been jobless since. I couldn't eat or sleep well for two weeks, after that I become a total nervous wreck, keep thinking i feel unwell, going for blood test, check ups. I m fine. But everyday I keep thinking of the fear of getting cancer due to the stressful event. Everyday I dream about
it. I m fearful because I read on many articles that a stressful event can lead to that deadly diseases. Everyday at the back of my mind i keep thinking about
it. It is really scaring me and I keep fearing. It doesn't help when my husband is also someone who flares up and criticised me easily, and yet I cannot hit back at him. I have to swallow my pride and dry my own tears..
is there someone like me out there? I m so scared because every night I dream about
it, day i think about
it.. this is very stressful!
Facebook is evil. It is always showing negative news or articles, scaring the crap out of you.
Post Edited By Moderator (Scaredy Cat) : 8/2/2014 5:11:39 PM (GMT-6)