I'm so sorry to hear that things have gotten bad again for you. Please try to block out any negative/judgmental posts right now. You are in a crisis and your well-being is the top priority. Do I hope that you can find your way through this and have your child? Absolutely, with every fiber of my being I hope for that. BUT, you have done so much and tried every path to make this work. If, you come to the conclusion that you have to terminate I believe that you will be making that choice as an absolute last resort. I went through a similar time last summer. I wasn't pregnant, but everything you are describing could have been me. It was awful. I thought I would never be a good mom, wife or anything again. I thought I was losing my mind. It was all I could do to get through each day. My future seemed so bleak, I thought that is what the rest of my life would be like. I came out on the other side. I still have some anxiety, but I feel mostly like myself again. I think my problem was a lot to do with the copper IUD, but that's a story for another time.
Post Edited (MissGigi) : 9/6/2014 11:01:17 AM (GMT-6)