Hello and welcome!
I am sorry to hear of all you are currently going through. It can be so scary and confusing when first dealing with these issues, and trying to find the rigth treatment for yourself.
I echo Merrida's advice above, and just want to encourage you that things will get better!
While you are figuring out your medication plan...can I suggest having a look into your Resources? Here is the link:https://www.healingwell.com/community/default.aspx?f=9&m=104206
Inside you will find great coping skills to help lessen your physical symptoms, as well as information, including great material on health anxiety.
Have a look, and let me know if you would like me to pull up any specific links that you are interested in/can't find.
We are always here for support...we care and understand, so post anytime!