Yes!!! I'm totally the same way- but only this year have I ever noticed it (likely bc the struggle has been going on so long this year). When I feel normal & relaxed, I'm on edge waiting for the shoe to drop bc God forbid I feel normal for a day?!
I'm still in the "self awareness" mode of checking my emotions. Again, I've never done that before this year & assuming it's bc the suffering has been more lengthy than anytime in my past.
My guess is that with more "normal" under our belts, we'll get back to "normal" & get used to it again.
I still feel like on the edge of a breakthrough, I just don't know what it is or how to fully explain it. It's like there is something I need to learn and it's in my path but I can't see it just yet?! Does that make any sense at all?! lol!
Anxiety & Depression
"If you're going through hell, keep going."
Post Edited (lesweet1971) : 11/2/2014 1:33:01 PM (GMT-7)