I am sorry that you are struggling with these challenges...but know that you are not alone...many here have the same concerns.
Here are some more links for health anxiety help. You can also see our full Resources at the top of the main page here for more self-help ideas.
Health Anxiety - A Self Help Guide:
Health Anxiety- The Super Scanner
If after going through these, you feel that you need more treatment options, do see your doctor about a therapy referral and the possibility of trying an Rx again...at least until you can gain therapy tools that will give you a chance for recovery.:)
Keep posting with us. We understand, care and support is key!
"Courage is not the abscence of fear, it is feeling afraid and doing it anyway!"
"Worrying does not empty tomorrow of its troubles...it empties today of its strength."
Corrie Ten Boom
Panic Syndrome recovery due to CBT