Posted 12/18/2014 10:29 AM (GMT -6)
isn't it weird??? maybe it's all the media hype about being in public nowadays is not always the safest! that's why i try not to read or listen to the news but it's still overwhelming at times.
anyway, i know i should be enjoying this time of year but i hate spending money and feel rushed to do it all by a certain date. it's just too much pressure! ha
i try to look at it differently, but it's hard. and everything in me is going against spoiling my oldest again this year but i never get to see him and it's hard to just say not doing it. he's just been difficult though this year especially and i feel like he doesn't deserve it. he is in college though and needs help so i guess i can just give him money. i asked him what his grades were like and he just didn't respond. and yes i forget about texting someone back too but i reminded him with a "it's kinda rude not to text your mother back and that i have to ask your stepmother how you are and she knows more than i do." ugh! oh well i've got to let it go!
anyway, online shopping is awesome. this was just grocery shopping though but too many people. :PP the lines, the noise, yuck!