Hi , been lurking here a bit figured I join
I'm 30 years old and been suffering from anxiety since I was 18-19
It was bad back then when I had my first attack
It was so bad I never left my small town where I live for 3 years straight
Then it got better I started going places but still I would be cautious and always worried I was going to have a moment...
Doctor way back first prescribed me Paxil and Zoloft
I never took them cause they made me feel ugly....that was years ago
Now fast forward to now since I got news im going to be a Dad :) ...it's came back and hit me pretty good now lol I know it's crazy but I just worry too too much I'm very
Anti social I don't like crowds I can't sit still very long it sucks bad :(
I'm hardly eating ,legs feel weak shaky
I lost interest in my daily activities (i mechanic ) for a living
I lose breath, just feel exhausted its crazy ,
I'll be honest I don't exercise at all
I'm hoping after my gf has our son it will all go away cause it started triggering once we started going to Dr appointments etc I just couldn't sit still then constantly thinking thinking...and it makes me feel bad cause I definately want to be by my girlfriends side....
What's always on my mind is
"Am I going to be able to be in the delivery room" the "what if what if" negative thoughts...
Doctor gave me smallest dose of Aprazolam
It seems to help
Cause I had a horrible moment other day felt like I was gonna pass out
Sorry for the long post...any advise tips would be appreciated very much cause I'm tired of suffering from this...I'm about
to be a Dad and want to be the best possible...
Post Edited (GilBertztx) : 1/5/2015 6:12:48 PM (GMT-7)