Posted 1/19/2015 9:32 AM (GMT -6)
Hi everyone- I'm still not feeling great. I've been having a lot of shortness of breath this morning and I feel just off. Like foggy and not sharp. I feel nauseous too and haven't really wanted to eat anything. I made myself eat last night and I felt ok after. I just wasn't hungry at all to start with.
I watched a mindfullness video this morning and that helped a little. I just don't know what is going on. I'm just so out of sorts and can't get it together. My vision even seems a little fuzzy this morning. I have a theory that it is school (well ok, that's not really surprising), I always feel like this at the beginning of the semester. The mountain I have to climb seems so insurmountable. I just don't know what to do. This is killing me. I wish I had never started this. It's just too much and I'm not strong enough for it.
Hoping my appt tomorrow is helpful. I just can't stop focusing on there being something really wrong with me. My elbows hurt, it must be heart related. I've had a strange twitch, pulsing (but not consistent like a pulse) under/at the bottom of my right rib cage. Has anyone had this? I've convinced myself that it is something to do with my abdominal aorta. GOING CRAZY!!!!!