Hi Caitlin and welcome!
You have come to the right place for support...we understand and are...and there are many memebers with the same concerns here who can related!
I agree with the above advice, and will just add some links that you can get started with until you can find a therapist to help you work through your anxiety issues.:)
Health Anxiety - A Self Help Guide:
Helping health Anxiety
Health Anxiety- The Super Scanner
Read through each one, and practice the suggested exercises for gaining victory over your fears.
Post with us anytime for support and understanding!
"Courage is not the abscence of fear, it is feeling afraid and doing it anyway!"
"Worrying does not empty tomorrow of its troubles...it empties today of its strength."
Corrie Ten Boom
Panic Syndrome recovery due to CBT