Hey all 😔,
So I've been on Zoloft for 5 weeks on 25mgs
And some weeks it's ok , the furthest I got is 30 min away , today we went to a family day out left the house at 10:30 and came back at 3 pm
But while we were out I had anxiety not too bad at the beginning but once we were about
30 min away from home the fears started to creap up and I tried coping skills didn't seem to help all that much , well on the drive home we were planning to go to a restaruant and my anxiety went up again we were driving on the freeway and I knew I won't be able to go to eat I felt too anxious , so we got to the place and I had to tell my hubby to turn around , he was so upset with me and I absolutely understand him .
I feel like such a failure and a bad wife I got a family and i need go get it together I'm even on Zoloft and still get anxiety ,
Ugh I thought bad days will come but I'm still feeling super discouraged ,
, I don't feel sorry for my self I feel sorry for my family that they have to put up with this 😥😥 .
I am very thankful that I haven't had a panic attack in one month , they were daily for me before , so I do feel like the Zoloft is helping maybe just not enough ...
right now , I'm just feeling very discouraged and scared for my recovery , I know summer is near and I really want to do things with my family with out fearing panic attacks .
Maybe the Zoloft just stopped working or I need to go up ?!
I don't even know what to think anymore just so sad 😥😥😥
Post Edited (Rn1987) : 3/1/2015 9:44:04 PM (GMT-7)