I'm suffering so much. I'm in pain! I posted a few days ago that I am ok. Well I guess I am not!!
My heart is shattered, broken in pieces, it hurts so bad!
I feel restless, anxious, can't eat, can't sleep..it's horrible.
I really need to talk about this privately with someone but I have no one to talk to.
Is anyone in chat right now? :(((
My heart is aching...so much. I don't know how to heal from this.
I guess it means I loved him after all....never thought losing him would be this painful. I only know now how much he meant to me. I took him for granted. And I regret it! I HATE MYSELF!!!