Posted 8/5/2015 9:12 AM (GMT -7)
You have been through a lot! So, it's not s uprising that you are having these worries.
Another thing I am thinking, is that your subconscious may be worried that your husband may have a repeat slip, and you therefore are more comfortable with him near, where you are in control of things...
Have you talked, and has he reassured you that this is never going to happen again? You may need to actually hear these words spoken.
I hope that things at the for you soon...attend that you get some sleep as well! Keep using your coping skills to get you through.
Thoughts and prayers,