Day 2 back at work, after the op and the complications that set off the health anxiety big style.... I am absolutly exhausted.
Last night after a full day working in an anxious state ... I was in bed by 6pm... I couldnt sleep but at least my body was resting.
Today anxiety a bit less still quite jittery though, but i managed not to collapse into bed till 7.30 pm.
Isnt it bad enough that anxiety wears you out emotionally with out it taking its toll on your energy.
My whole body feels like i have been through marathon.. darn the anxiety.
But onwards and upwards.. getting better every day so that is a positive.
When i had anxiety back in Sept i wasnt this shattered with it. Had this bout since the op 7/12/16 is it because its early days after op, and have been off work recouperating. Or because the anxiety is higher. ?
Post Edited (gilly2) : 1/4/2017 1:07:38 PM (GMT-7)