Hello and welcome!
I too am sorry to read of your ongoing struggles. We understand how this feels, so know you are validated in your feelings here.
As far as your Rx goes...do you feel like it is benefitting you at all? If the answer is no, and you really are just experiencing a dulling of your state of being...then I really recommend consulting a psychiatrist.
This medical doctor who specializes in mental health will be knowledgeable in finding the medication best suited for your needs. He/she can also either facilitate, or make a therapy refferal for you.
For now, here is the link to our Resources, filled with great self help that you can get started on right away. Doing the suggested exercises daily will make a big difference in how you feel!www.healingwell.com/community/default.asp
Keep posting with us as well if you find it helpful. Support is key. 😊
"Courage is not the abscence of fear, it is feeling afraid and doing it anyway!"
"Worrying does not empty tomorrow of its troubles...it empties today of its strength."
Corrie Ten Boom
Panic Syndrome recovery due to CBT