Hi my name is Rich.
I have started out very good today. I have a problem with getting up too early. It's like I listen to what my head says rather than my body. And like I have to have that little period of dredging up worries and things to be anxious about.
Today I will call the movers to set up my move of boxes and furniture out of storage. I have put this off for a long while and it will be great when it's all over.
This is petty, but I bought pork chops per my sister's instructions and I think she expects me to make them for dinner tonight. I have discovered, the couple of times that I have cooked, that I get very anxious about things turning out ok and possible criticism from my sister. Now I know why I haven't cooked in years.
Just needed to get these things off my chest. Wish I had someone to talk to early in the morning, but I don't, so I have to rely on messages here and texts to family and friends.
Thanks for listening.
bipolar disorder, depression, anxiety, upper denture, benign prostate hyperplasia
cymbalta, lamotrigine, zyprexa, klonopin