Hi AG and welcome!
I am sorry to hear that you are so anxious about
this issue. I know what a challenge fear like this can be!
Have you had similar worries regarding health issues in the past? It sounds to me like you are dealing with Health Anxiety
. You have the classic manifestations and habits of one suffering HA.
First and foremost, you should stop Google/symptom searching immediately. This will not reassure you, but only feed the fear. We have all taken the unofficial oath to stay away from Dr. Google here...he is a quack.
Secondly, use your positive mantras to get you through this waiting for your results after your procedure. You have a 2/3rds chance of everything being just fine (a good or neutral result, vs. a worrisome one) The only thing indicating that you have anything to worry about
is the anxiety itself...and anxiety is a liar...don't listen to it!
We have great self help in our Resources
at the top of the main forum page here for use in lowering your anxiety in general...as well as links specifically for Health Anxiety issues. Please take advantage of this...
...and consider looking into therapy if this is an ongoing challenge for you. There is help and hope for recovery from this type of worry.
Keep posting with us as well if you find it helpful. We care, understand and support is key!
"Courage is not the abscence of fear, it is feeling afraid and doing it anyway!"
"Worrying does not empty tomorrow of its troubles...it empties today of its strength."
Corrie Ten Boom
Panic Syndrome recovery due to CBT