hi friends. mum awaiting a spot in nursing home, had a look thursday. got a tad emotional. bro has found some special accom in our region. close to family, mum etc. about 5 weeks. i go see mum tomoz. got paperwork for her to do. mentally she switched back on. ECT and meds, the support of professionals and family has brought her back mentally. physically is another issue. bless her.
been in a bad funk-am pushing thru, shrink increased meds. blood levels were low for therapeutic level. hands are crank, peripheral neuropathy and some ra i think. rf was elevated. de-clutter house, throw out old, desk, 200 kg, on me own, killed me. dragged it and flipped it out the back door. six foot monster. cleaning, sorted files and putting things away. the turtle usually lives in an organised chaos method, however it becomes chaotic in my head.
i know posting and responding less. have decided to follow my heart and will commence my spiritual development rather than seek peer gratification via work etc. closed my linkedin acct. cranking tunes, dvd died, using computer dvd. not as loud. bugger. clothes on line, swept, did dishes rubbish out and recycling. sis gave me a put together table and chairs. table was just legs, chairs, every part seperate. only completed one yesterday. my sis still got big furniture in spare room, she in bad pain. seen her yesterday, and she was bad. spinal stenosis, hips bad.
sis in melb has her new shop. went down last week or so ago. sp proud of her and her fiance. fingers getting cranky and cleaning up toomany errors. thx for the kind support my friends. ht.