It's been some time
I just wanted to say hello
I hope you guys are doing fine. Sorry for not visiting the forums much lately, but need to put my life back on track again and actually have to find an apartment and move :P
I started working again (I never thought I would miss working this much lol) and this job thing came just in time to occupy my mind after I went through things with my ex and divorced.
I think working regularly helps much with Health anxiety and panic related problems. Though from time to time I still can find small health issues which worry me. The moment HA finds an
opening, it comes to surface. I never thought it would be that hard to treat Illness Anxiety Disorder, as my doctor said once "it's not much known but HA is one of the most 'hard to deal with' psychological disorders out there".
Recently I worry much about
my #2's color which is a quite dark brown actually. Not black I am sure of that but I've never seen this dark brown in my history of toilet visits. So of course my mind tells it must be something horrible since it has been going like that for 2 weeks or so now.
Why can't I brush it off by just saying "oh it's food related of course" like my mom and ex do?
<3 here you go, I know you wanted to know details about
my poop, so I told you.