Posted 2/5/2018 10:01 AM (GMT -6)
I have had so many tests (cardiac, GI, blood) done and they all come back normal. I am the literal picture of health. However, I FEEL horrible. Is all this anxiety?!
I have this strange feeling like I'm disconnected. Not really lightheaded, but kind of. It's very difficult for me to put into words. I get palpitations that come in quadrigeminy and terrify me. Those are my two most horrible symptoms. I'm at the point where I'm afraid to be alone in case I pass out (which I have only done once, about 20 years ago, and is completely unrelated). I'm afraid the doctors are missing something and I'm going to die. Rationally, logically, I know this isn't true. I've seen so many doctors and have had repeated tests... I'm healthy. My brain just will. not. cooperate. This is getting debilitating and I don't know what to do. Well, I know I need to see a therapist again, but I'm afraid to drive alone. I'm also a Realtor and need to be out and about.
How can anxiety physically manifest like this and how do I stop it?! I have never wanted anything more in my life, than to just have my life back.