Thank you so much Scaredy, thankfully it has been three days and I have not seen anymore blood. But of course something new has appeared (pain in my left shoulder, well neck and it radiates down). It never ends
I really don't know what to do anymore. I feel I am living on edge of death. I am also feeling constantly feeling sleepy. I keep reading stories of people who were misdiagnosed for years with some sort of pain and/or fatigue and it ends up being cancer but caught too late. I know I need to stop reading these stories but OMG are they scary. I need to accept death as part of life but it scares the daylights out of me. I think about
it constantly, my symptoms constantly, cancer constantly, it eats away at my every day life
I would love to have a third child, but I know with this anxiety, I can't handle it.
PS. Is that really true it is no longer considered a risk factor? My doctor told me dense breast tissue (and mine) seems to have alot of activity and when there is alot of "activity" it raises concerns...it may not be anything ever but generally its not the best thing to have alot of activity.