Posted 1/2/2021 11:37 AM (GMT -7)
Our hearts are with you. Can you be positive that you can get through this to the best of your ability?
You said that your tutor, "He clicks thru the software screens in record speed. I can't look down to take notes and I miss the steps. I've mentioned it...."
I had that in a job once, and my tutor was not nice. So I knew what was going to happen. So, instead of going at her speed, I got a pen and pad, and as soon as she said, "And step two is..." I said, let me write down step one. And I wrote down step one. Only then did we go to step two.
After that, all I did was go to my notes.
Maybe you can tell your tutor, "I need to write down step one, so don't go to step two."
Are you taking any anti-anxiety medicine? Do you feel like you need it? Do you have a psychiatrist?