Posted 1/16/2021 3:12 AM (GMT -7)
Yes, pushing forwards is anxiety provoking, and something i am doing,
both of these. Starting an employment pathways program soon, and actually have decided
to study, and finish! My next funding round for my NDIS funding comes around soon. AKA Begging session.
Been doing art, all female group bar me, been pushing for more males; i am one of the girls! They like the HT
humour, i am funny they say. Have finished one mosaic tile, grout next week, last year i did a windchime.
Have my support coordinator popping in, Monday, first meeting, in the flesh. Yeah, prep and planning. Funding is yearly so ya got to tick boxes like a madman!
Been doing walking laps at the pool, good boy.
So even with all systems ready to go, and more of it, i know this is anxiety central, but the good kind.
Oh, yes there is the good kind, and the others. So as i begin to put myself more out there,
remember everything is possible. So, even the yuck anxiety, i know that with challenging myself
the more i will manage and be better with the irrational fears and overcome and handle anxiety better.
More to say, but sore. HT