Hi windscar, i do know exactly how you feel, ive kinda been this way for days......but we will come through, and as pink said, this too shall pass, if not, im in big trouble! ;) I hope you feel better soon, and i do thank god that you have a special friend, im sure that makes a world of difference.
" Dwell not on the past. Use it to illustrate a point, then leave it behind. Nothing really matters except what you do now, in this instant of time. From this moment onward you can be an entirely different person, filled with love and understanding, ready with an outstretched hand, uplifted and positive in every thought and deed."