Oh my god! this is everything I've been thinking I need. No I wasn't in a war. I wasn't abused. I wasn't in a bad accident. I found my baby girl dead, in her crib, dead. She was healthy, beautiful, bossy & mine. Then she was cold, empty & gone. I see everything over & over again. I have images pop-up in my thoughts all the time. I remember screaming forever in the emergency room on the floor for 20-30 minutes alone with her when they were done. This replays in my head a couple times a week. Allison died a year ago this past September. Zoloft helped but didn't stop movies in my head. I wish the bad, horrible memories would just stop. I heard talking with people who have similiar problems help.
Let me know, Michellle