Hi Jaydyl...I know how you feel and it's very frustrating. I have a free online CBT course if you would like to try it just e-mail me, my address is in my profile. I would be happy to send you everything that was sent to me. Therapy has also done wonders for me!
I know the feeling where you feel like you may never feel good again it sucks!!!!!!!!!!! I try to remember that I have been in this place before and it always passes. I hope you start feeling better soon.
"Happiness is your nature. It is not wrong to desire it, what is wrong is seeking it outside when it is inside." -Ramana Maharishi
"Mind is the source of happiness or unhappiness".-Buddha