Thank you all, i feel much better now, i didnt look at it like that, thank you so much for saying that, sometimes its hard to feel like a good mother with these things. Today, im off to the ER again, for my son and me, he got hurt in a football game late last night, (they played out of town) and was so tired when he got home, he wanted to go this morning, We should have both went last night, but my wonderful drunk miserable friend, well had to babysit her, that wears me out completely, she knows she makes me anxious every time i see her, and she hates that, and thats one of those ppl that tell you its all in your head. I took her kids from her last night, i took them to other places so they wouldnt have to listen to her, me and my daughter both almost came to knocking her out, tell us, in front of her kids, TAKE THEM, I DONT WANT EM! I cant imagine how horrible that feels for them, i told her heck yeah, i want em, you dont deserve them, and my daughter had even more to say, but anyways, GRRRRRR Im tired of fixing things for everyone else, and not being able to fix me, how frustrating that is....
i feel like someone is cutting me open with a knife where i had c-sections. and i can barely stand up straight......i feel like i am falling apart everywhere......goodness ive complained enough, wish me luck at the er again. I will be back asap. hugs to all
" Dwell not on the past. Use it to illustrate a point, then leave it behind. Nothing really matters except what you do now, in this instant of time. From this moment onward you can be an entirely different person, filled with love and understanding, ready with an outstretched hand, uplifted and positive in every thought and deed."