Hi Lovely Lyn,
Yes, I miss you too!! Work has been *so* busy (first few weeks of semester often are but this semester especially so!). Plus everyone I know seems to be having birthdays or other reasons for evening celebrations. I'm glad the anxiety is under control and I'm coping, but I am *so* tired!! I had to go back to bed today -- just not functioning at all and sort of hallucinating. Have had pretty terrible dreams too -- horrible ones about
my ex -- especially one yesterday (so shaken when I woke up -- took me a good hour, even knowing it was just a dream, to calm down -- very shakey and teary).
But the bp board is thriving! That's so great!! -- Yes, hard to keep up with at times (lots of regulars have been out for one reason or another -- though seem to be coming back a bit over the last day or two), but it's so wonderful to see all the peeps! :)
Looking with a vague amount of dread at the next week -- still tired, and dream today was that my student consultations were lasting ages and everyone there needed lots of help and it was way late and I couldn't get away and needed to rest so much. My voice is already knackered (much lower than usual -- a bit of strain cos I got out of the habit of talking to *anyone* let alone large groups over the summer!).
Oh, moan moan -- but really I'm ok -- surviving, but know I need to fit in more time for relaxation!
Lots of love to you -- and thanks so much for remembering me even though I've been so useless at posting/being in contact lately!!
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When I'm not in my right mind, my left mind gets pretty crowded...
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