I wake up in the morning and before I get up, I'm thinking that I actually feel better...then in a few minutes, my stomach gets all nervous and I feel so down. I then don't want to get up. Of course, I do. I start doing everything expected of me...you know, brush my teeth and yak with mom...pet my cockatiel some. Then for the rest of the day, I am generally not hungry in the least and nothing seems worth doing. My pdoc believes my depression is stemming from my anxiety...he's likely right.
As the day wears on, I feel a pall all over me, but no extreme anxiety (thank heaven!). By nightfall, I tend to have a little interest in eating something. I can say this, so far, Paxil CR hasn't caused any weight gain for me. I'm fat, but I almost wished that I would gain some so that I'd know it's "working"! Stupid, huh?!
Anyone here relate? Will it REALLY get better for me?
Luv Y'all and an extra hug to LYN!
Today is here
And soon will be gone.
Use it wisely
Before it's too late
Remember to love
And forget to hate.