I too suffer from chronic daily headaches and chronic migraines. I understand some of what you're going through. My ex was an a**. He treated me like I was crazy and that there was nothing wrong with me that I couldn't control. Guess what? I left him and I was terrified! It was by far the gutsiest move I've ever made. I thought it was hopeless and felt ready to give up. Then a ray of sunshine broke through my cloud of gloom and doom. My current hubby. He's my lobster! If you watch friends, you'll get that statement. I thought I'd be old and gray and alone forever. There IS a ray of hope out there. You just have to find it. Whether it be a new man, a breakthrough in your depression, or something even more wonderful. Just be patient. I know, I'm better at giving advise than taking it or listening to my own. But please don't let it all pile up. You'll make yourself sick. Take it one thing at a time.
p.s. You can use my e-mail and contact me if you need to. I'm always willing to listen.
"God grant me the serenity to accept the things I can not change, the courage to change the things I can and the wisdom to know the difference."
DX: ankylosing spondylitis, periferal neuropathy, chronic migraines/headaches, depression/panic attacks, probable Bi-Polar, hypothyroidism, hypoglycemia, orthostatic hypotension, sleep apnea
RX: synthroid, estradiol, cymbalta, xanax, proamatine, inderal la, neurontin, torfanil pm, celebrex, sonata, aspirin, relpax, phenergan, esgic plus
Surgeries: hysterectomy 1997, tonsillectomy 2001, deviated septum 2005, cataracts (both eyes) 2006