Posted 10/23/2006 1:47 PM (GMT -6)
Hope everyone is feeling good today! I was just wondering what are some wierd thoughts that everyone has had? Did you all have anxiety as a child?? Here are some stupid ones on mine. When I was about 10 I was a restaurant looking out the window at all the cars going by and I remember sitting there thinking oh my gosh what if I dont live to be 16 and never get to drive. When I would use a public restroom, I would try and look the door and then hurry up and unlock it because I would think what if I pass out or something and Im in here with the door locked. I have seem to have really stupid thoughts and I really dont know why???? I know I have had alot more...... I know Im gonna be crazy when Im really old, I will probably worry everyday that Im going to have a heart attack. When I was 10 and hit puberty I was really worried because I started developing and had lumps in my chest from getting boobs, and I thought it was cancer or something, I found this lump in the center of my chest one time and went to the doctor and she said it was my breast bone. I felt stupid, that was when I was little though, but I really always worry about the stupid things, I am on birth control pills and after I read all the side effects and warnings about blood clots and things like I really start to wonder if I want to take them cause it really worries me. One time I cut myself shaving in the tub and got scared cause I didnt want any of the shave cream or soap to get in my cut, so I jumped out. I really feel like Im nuts! To look at me though you would never think that, I guess I would rather feel nuts then to have other people think Im nuts thats why I never really tell people the stuff I think or have thought!!