Thanks to all of you for youe love and support.
I need to share something else that's been happening with me. It's VERY scary to me. Do you all see the post above this one from me? The one with all the mispelled and garbled stuff? I DO NOT remember posting that. Not one vague, glimmer of a memory. I fell asleep in my recliner around 1 am and didn't wake until about 6 am. Or so I thought until I saw that post. Look at the time of the post. 2:30 am? I was asleep I thought. Things have been arriving in the mail that I don't remember ordering. I'm spending money in my sleep! I called my sister a week or so ago. She asked me if I remember the conversation. No, I did not. She said I was talking a mile a minute and slurring my words. It was late late at night when I called her. I honestly don't remember. I've donr and said thing to my hubby I don't recall at all. I'm really scared. What's wrong with me? Could I be sleep walking? Could it be the combo of all my meds? I talked to my counselor and my NP about it and they haven't a clue. I can't get hold of my neuro. They won't return my calls. I'm going to call my PCP, but he won't know either. He's not comfortable with mental stuff. It's not his specialty. I don't know where to turn. I'm going to get into financial trouble if it doesn't quit. We already struggle because I can't find work that will work around school. AAARRRGGG!!!
I'm honestly and truely scared. Can anyone relate to this?
"God grant me the serenity to accept the things I can not change, the courage to change the things I can and the wisdom to know the difference."
DX: ankylosing spondylitis, periferal neuropathy, chronic migraines/headaches, depression/panic attacks, bi-polar, hypothyroidism, hypoglycemia, orthostatic hypotension, sleep apnea
RX: synthroid, estradiol, cymbalta, xanax, geodon, lamictal, inderal la, torfanil pm, celebrex, sonata, aspirin, relpax, phenergan, esgic plus
Surgeries: hysterectomy 1997, tonsillectomy 2001, deviated septum 2005, cataracts (both eyes) 2006