(((HUGS))) hun I'm sorry you are feeling so bad raight now. I will share my rainbow with you if I can find it seeing I have been searching for it myself. But until then I would like to share with you some time just to say I care about you and your not alone going thru this.
When I'm not in my right mind, my left mind gets pretty crowded...********************
Thank you all for your kind words. This been a big challenging time anf you all havr brren gfuuuf to me
Thanks to all of you for youe love and support.
I need to share something else that's been happening with me. It's VERY scary to me. Do you all see the post above this one from me? The one with all the mispelled and garbled stuff? I DO NOT remember posting that. Not one vague, glimmer of a memory. I fell asleep in my recliner around 1 am and didn't wake until about 6 am. Or so I thought until I saw that post. Look at the time of the post. 2:30 am? I was asleep I thought. Things have been arriving in the mail that I don't remember ordering. I'm spending money in my sleep! I called my sister a week or so ago. She asked me if I remember the conversation. No, I did not. She said I was talking a mile a minute and slurring my words. It was late late at night when I called her. I honestly don't remember. I've donr and said thing to my hubby I don't recall at all. I'm really scared. What's wrong with me? Could I be sleep walking? Could it be the combo of all my meds? I talked to my counselor and my NP about it and they haven't a clue. I can't get hold of my neuro. They won't return my calls. I'm going to call my PCP, but he won't know either. He's not comfortable with mental stuff. It's not his specialty. I don't know where to turn. I'm going to get into financial trouble if it doesn't quit. We already struggle because I can't find work that will work around school. AAARRRGGG!!!
I'm honestly and truely scared. Can anyone relate to this?
Thanks for half of your rainbow. It helped! I'm a bit better now.