Hugs to you!! So sorry you ended up in hospital!
How recently did you start on the Geodon and what were the symptoms that caused you to have to go to hospital? Have you seen a checklist of side-effects for this med? Geodon has a decent website with info that you could check: http://www.geodon.com/b_Home.asp
There are many meds out there for the treatment of bp and I don't doubt for a second that you will find one that helps you. -- It just sometimes takes a bit of trial and error because there are so many different types of bp and different people have different levels of success (or otherwise!) with different meds: there's definitely no on-pill-fits-all formula, but when you do find the right one things will get so much easier. Make sure your pdoc is a goody and monitors your progress on meds closely in the early stages of treatment.
Do pop over to the bp board if you ever want to discuss anything to do with that with the lovely folks there. It's quieter than the a-p board, but ever so supportive -- and we'd be very happy to have your company!! :)