ok so its a bad day for me.... it was 8 years ago today that my mom took her life at the age of 36 ( i was 19) so that alone has made for a rough day.... been thinkin about
her alot lately.. also my hubby is really sick (viral the drs say) so all day i have been taking care of the kids, and doing all the running around(just got a new van today so lots to do to get that licensed and registered,, and just lots of stuff to get done in general) Well now i have myself all freaked out because today i have had these "twinges" of dizziness that last all of about
a second (happened 3x today)... so i freak out and start checking out the symptoms of brain tumors... stupid to do i know.. then i remember i had a migrane the other night (rarely get them), and i have a typical "mommy brain" where ya have those times where ya forget what you were going to say or cant find the right word.. and so i think well maybe i do have a brain tumor.. how stupid can i be? Everyone in the house is sick except me (and the baby but i am nursing thats why) I think i am gettin a head cold tho.. been having phlem all day and my head feels congested right now but my anxiety immediatley thinks the worst! FGRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR! Sorry needed to vent!
Anxiety (self diagnosis)
GERD diagnosed 2002
Mitral Valve Prolapse diagnosed 2005
Seizure disorder diagnosed 1998