Welcome to HW were so happy you have joined us here. You will find pleanty of careing and supportive friends here.
I call mine the dreded drud. My worst are the dr appointments I hate going to the dr even just for the follow up. I will stress myself out for weeks. I worry I may forget the date and time even thou I have it right in front of me.
The best way I have found so far to handel this is try to stay busy and focus on other things. I come here to the chat rooms every day and have made some great frinds that are going thru the same things I do on a daily basis so that helps a lot by just talking about it and other things. A lot of times the rooms really get silly but laughter really is the best medican.
Hope this helps you out some but there will be others come and answer your questions too. Hope to get to talk to you soon in chat. Take care.