Leaves, I am feeling the exact same way as you right now. I"m getting married in February, & have a great life. I don't know why I'm feeling the way you also are, but, I think I'm going to call my therapist & start to see her again. I've just paid all my med bills off, some were from 2002 & thats what holding me back from calling, the $ issue. Its been great not having any medical bills. But, my heart tells me I do need to call her. Do you have someone you talk to professionally? I hate feeling so sad, & its not fair to my honey who has been very patient with my craziness.
Dx with CD 1987, 3 resections, 3 abcess sx, OA back & hips, bulging disk, depression/anxiety, kidney stones & sx to remove, now 43 yrs old. Still trying to figure this disease out & of course all the little extra complications that come with this rollarcoaster of a life with CD. I love BON JOVI MUSIC- Keep the Faith; Living on a Pray, It's My Life
Meds: Imuran .75 daily,prozac 40 daily,xanex .25 nightly, prn in the day
vicodin 7.5 3x daily,fish oil, fovia,vit e,folic acid,Vit B12,inject monthly