I just need to share with you the whole fantastic fact that Caitlyn was accepted as a Page in the Ontario Legislation Goverment Sittings of Parliament
Cait has an awesome grade point average and just lately had been asked to submit a form for being a Page in Gov Bldg.......
Where all our Canadian Laws are made and the whole nine yards
YES I am so proud of her and I am so glad she has this opportunity in her life .....she has made it come true with all her hard work and being "Cait"
It is in Toronto for 3 to 6 weeks and they dont pay for accomadations but thats not my worry lol
I am getting very high angst over all of this as it means we will have to go to a big city where she and I ( not letting her go on own) will have to stay during this time ..........
I lived in Toronto many yrs ago and I am sure it is just as it was I am not worrried about it but am getting flack from her Paternal Grandma about going to a big city where there is nothing but danger and drugs ( ya da ya da ) Cait would not have this opp if she were into the drugs for one lol
Grandma is beratting me and I wont let it find its way to hurting Cait
I have done just great I feel really with raising her and having her become the beautiful young woman she is (Cait works hard at her end believe me I could not be prouder) and because the G is on my case it is causing me to get high anxiety already which in turn will dampen this whole wonderful and worthwhile experience for her
I want to tell G nicely no I am Mom and I have raised her with NO monetary nor emotional backing from her til this last yr when she came into her life but I feel bad and know it will cause another rift .This is the only Grandma Cait has left so I feel somewhat sad that this is what is going to happen
I got the "worries " big time last night and have not shared them with Cait and not sure if I want to but I just had to vent .........
Like I said I could not be prouder of her for HER acheivements and thats the whole thing they are HERS so needless to say I guess there will be more back to the boards with Granny and me
Keep us in your thoughts please
Take care and
Thanks for letting me vent away