Do you think it's anx/pa that's making you puke - my Dad used to puke when he was stressed or if he felt guilty about something ( even if he shouldn't feel guilty).
I remember once - about 1 1/2 years ago when my BF was living away from me (I was selling our house while he was buying our new house) and he asked me over the phone to do something that I knew I couldn't do at the time coz of PD so I got myself in a state , pacing up and down tearing my hair , I wanted to drink myself to sleep but because of my PD I couldn't get out of the door to go to the shop.
I ended up screaming , crying , rocking , and punching and punching my matress over and over til I had no energy left.
If you've got someone to talk to please do it - I know it's hard , if not just keep posting or mail one of the mods to take your mind off stuff.
I wish you well - Smiler