Today I woke up after very little sleep all night, very dehydrated all night (had to get up and get a drink about
6 times) which I never have to do, but when I woke up all my anxiety was gone. But the entire day I was more depressed then I have ever been. The entire day it felt like I was in a dream world. I didn't worry about
anything(for the first time in 3 months), but I felt like crying the whole day and did when I got home for about
an hour. I kept trying to think of stuff to look forward to but I couldn't think of anything that would make me excited. It was like I had no emotions at all, I think I actually made myself more and more depressed when I couldn't think of anything to get excited about
. And I have a very good life, and lots to look forward to.
Has anyone else ever had this happen to them?
I keep thinking that it has something to do with the Zoloft. I took three pills, three days (50mg) and couldn't handle the side effects so I stopped cold turkey four days ago, could that still be in my system 'cause I feel similar to the first day taking the Zoloft (before the side effects kicked in)
This scared the crap out of me, because it was like I was a totally different person, I actually was trying to give myself a panic attack just so I could feel something.
I feel better after talking to my mom, and seeing my girlfriend.