Hay y'all, I'm doing ok the wife wouldn't let me get the jack and we had a good talk but she did let my buy a six pack I too have two quarter's and a arabian and morgon mix I wish I could show you some of the pics I got of my kid at the rodeo here, I'm taking them out in the morning and going for a ride for a few day's just to get myself back together now that it's warmed up some. I allway's feel better camping in the woods alone. I remeber my Dad had showed me how to live off the land and how to hunt and fish I really miss my time with my Dad but with me living in Alaska and him in Utah with my Mom, but he's the one that got me hooked on living up here as we would come up and fish the Kenai river for salmon and I just fell in love with the place so at 24 I moved here and I would allway's send up my Dad just to go fishing but my Mother would never come I think she was afraid of flying lol I loved taking my Dad up flying in my plane to some remort fishing hole, and just to see him fishing close by a big old brown bear and watch him slowly move away from him as I would just laugh at him with the shotgun at ready.
But now that I see how bad the diabetes has gotten to him I wonder just how bad I will get with it, and what my kids and wife will go though if I get that bad, I really miss flying since I losted my license to diabetes but at lease I do have the horses just to get away and head back in the woods for some peace, but the longer I live hear the more ppl are moving in and trying to turn this place into a yuppy vil which kind of sicken's me to see this land being raped by the ppl that come up here in the summer and just don't care about it. I see are salmon thrown in the dumpsters and in the bushes to rot.
Sorry I'm just a little down right now with all that's going on in my life at this time that I will stop but I thank you all for helping me