All the poems touched me deeply and I live everyone of them daily, and I would like to give a hope to our poets. Like a lost limb or sight, this is our fight and our life from now on. To accept the battle is the first victory and life still goes on. We still can enjoy life as long as it is on our terms and no one else's as cruel and as selfish as it may sound. We need to understand this will be with us our entire life and with this acceptence come's calm and peace and the energy to live. I am currently on 100mgs zoloft and 50 mgs lamictal for almost a year now and the side effects are all gone. I am not a doctor so I can only say this works for me as far as meds go. The real power comes from acceptance, like a lost limb or sight.