hi lucky me and welcome to hw. Im so sorry that you are having to deal with all this...sounds horrible. What does your doc say about all the symptoms? They sound fairly normal for weaining off something, but it does sound so rough. It takes ALOT of hard work and patience to come off these types of things, kudos to you, and hang in there....we are all behind you. Keep posting, that helps ;)
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