Hello and again welcome to Healing Well.
First off, know that you are not alone!! I have suffered with agorophobia for a long time, I can't deal with malls either, or stores, or restaurants or anything LOL.... so I take an Ativan everyday to ease those side effects when I'm in those sort of places.
You went on a plane on New Years !? WOW, I'm jealous... hehe. I would probably have 50 panic attacks on a plane, so I don't even go on them anymore. I've tried, can't take it.
And by the way, you are NOT whining!!! I whine all the time on here but it helps me to get through the hard times. We're all here to help you out!!! So talk all that you want.
I tried Zoloft when I was 15, had a bad reaction to it, quit meds for a long time but recently (4 months ago) couldn't tolerate the anxiety and panic I was feeling anymore, so I got on Lexapro.
I hope you have luck with it.
Keep us posted!!
"Be glad of life because it gives you the chance to love and to work and to play and to look up at the stars."
DX: Panic Disorder, Depression, TMJ (Temporomandibular Joint Disorder), Chronic Migraines
RX: Lorazepam (1 MG a day), Lexapro (20 MG a day), Tylonel for the TMJ and Migraines
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