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   Posted 1/12/2007 8:05 PM (GMT -6)   
I once was myself it seems not that long ago
But now I wounder where did the me I new get away to
when I figure out where I stand  if it's all alone
The me  I lost would know what to do or say
The me I am just don't have a clue
where did I go when I need me most of all
I have become someone entirely new a fear sinks in
I am whom I thought myself to always be
But to be so scared and uncertain is not me
I think and look deep within myself and can't see where I went
why would I leave myself in this world so all alone
I guess I should have known from the way things seem
I am but not all in one just wish I knew what went wrong
or how to become me myself the one that belongs in my shoes
I am but sure I'm not now you see this problem I have
alone and lost or falling a part Im not the same me but still have the same heart just many more hurts and strains
I reamember all the same things as the other me did
I just don't feel the same I'm not as sure as I once was
and I don't feel like I use to feel
I don't do the same thing or go the same places
but I still can't get ovewr the fact
when I looked at the mirror and didn't see
the same familure me looking back
I lost my glow the big smile I had  my blue eyes not the same
I see a faded line where once i saw a smile now not eaven a frown
the blue eyes once so full of love and life now just hallow and empty
I wiped off the mirror made sur it was clean
oh it just made it worse as it let me see
the faded away dreams  and lost hope in life
the failures and regrets of many years gone bye
made me break out in a cry where didi I go and why why why
my soul feels lost a deep void within
my lifes a waste in so many ways I often don't want to go on
goodbye me I've seen that youv'e gone away leving behind
The wake of your passing bye just lifes mistake
I'm just a shell of who I use to be
I AM but I'm Not You see


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   Posted 1/13/2007 7:39 AM (GMT -6)   
That is so very touching and very easy to empathize with
I feel the pain
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   Posted 1/13/2007 8:47 AM (GMT -6)   
i really liked this poem it was very touching i agree with howlyncat.




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