My anxiety is through the roof.......I have been waiting for a refund check for days, and it is not here yet. I need refills on my meds. I keep checking every hour. I cannot drive yet, 'cause of the operation, so I have to take a cab to go deposit it and have some money to get my meds and other things I have so desperately run out of. If it doesn't come today....I have to wait until next week and no meds, or other things, like drinks and foood I can tolerate along with good food for the girls. I am going crazy.
Also, I am still in wicked ain since my fall on Wed., my tummy isn't right. I keep taking my vicodin...have my patch on and taking motrin, but hurts. I started having liquid tanto light brown stool come out of my butt last night. I called the doc..he said it was mucous......I know what mucous looks like and it was not that. I keep thinking when I fell, I opened something up...small so it is slow..but I don't know..I had a temp of 101 this am...gone now...but...... I don't even have the energy to go out and get the stuff if the check appears today.
I am going crazy worrying about my mom......I mentioned back when that she has terminal Ca.......now her vision is going...I cannot go help out, and they won't let me until I am healed. I should be there. I am also really worried about this young girl that was on the depression site....she was really thinking of ending it. I tried to make contact with her as best as I could...but I have not heard anything from her since. I keep posting new threads on that site, hoping she will come back, or someone else has heard from her......I just pray she didn't try anything.
I am also really behind on homework.......haven't been well this week and haven't felt like putting my all into anything.
I hope and prya all of you are well, sorry for the rambling.
LUV ya all,